Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Some Thoughts

I've been home for the past few days. I needed to take a bit of a mental break from my smothering depression I've been feeling lately. It's been surprisingly nice. My parents have been very understanding & on their best behavior. It almost restores my faith in love. Almost.

There's so much I have to do for class this week & I'm not motivated at all. In the slightest. I really, truly think a break is needed. If I'm going into the helping profession in any capacity, I need to be more healthy & right now that's not the case. Maybe if I take a break I can truly appreciate what an awesome opportunity I have in being able to have this education. As it is, I feel like I'm half-assing my assignments & not even trying in the writing department. Most of the written assignments I've done I've written like a blog post. So that's not good. But then again, my professor hasn't given me any grades or comments back so who knows.

I was talking to Alexa the other night. We think we're in such a crappy place of life. We're still young & supposed to be enjoying life, but also have these weird responsibilities. It's like we're Half-Adults. But hopefully, HOPEFULLY things will start looking up. I can definitely tell a change in my mindset so there's that.

On another note, My Little Porn Star actually engaged in a minor conversation with me the other day as I was leaving. I was shocked, too. Granted, I initiated to tell him I would be out of town for a few days but he actually acknowledged I lived there. Progress!


Aubree said...

i clicked on the label for roommate to see if you had any other silly roommate stories (the pornstar one was entertaining) and in one of the posts you said your new roommate was 'super nice'. and this is the same guy, right?

trip him at a turnstile.

Andrew said...

Haha! Yeah, it's the same guy. I didn't know. I didn't know at all.

If you want more fun roommate stories go read from the beginning. One of the reasons I started writing this thing was to bitch about my 7'2" roommate last fall who was a complete dillweed.

I have really bad luck with roommates.

Aubree said...

I saw a few things about "My Giant" or whoever. That sounds like an affectionate, possessive pet name to me.

Andrew said...

It came about because of the movie of the same name that Joey Tribianni from "Friends" loved.

Dr. Kenneth Noisewater said...

I like the change in the mindset and an actual, kind of, conversation with the pornographer roommate! One day at a time . . .